It was 6:00 on the evening of my birthday party and Chihiro just came over. I was excited so then we went to the table and I saw my mom wrapping something. I remembered that I didn't wrap Chihiro's party favors so I rushed inside the house to do it while she waited outside. I grabbed a box of cereal and some yummy candy and wrapped it up. Somehow I ended up on the computer playing MapleStory and playing with my phone. I'd just defeated a huge slime monster when my mom who was washing the dishes started yelling at me to turn down the noise (my phone was making a hell of a lot of noise with its music and just got louder the more I tried to muffle the sound). I got mad at her for yelling at me but when I looked at the clock and it was 9:00pm. I was all like, "WTF?!" and rushed out to give Chihiro her party favors.

I was in the car on my way home with swollen eyes as if I'd been crying. I don't remember crying or who was driving the car. From inside the moving car I magically hung clothes on people's clotheslines. I don't get it either. So when I got home I didn't see Chihiro and I started crying and yelling at my dad. "Where is she?! Why didn't you tell me she left?!!" I was kicking and slapping him when I found out she hadn't left.

I woke up and shed a few tears. I felt so bad for having treated my best friend and dad that way, even in my dreams. Does that mean I'm taking advantage of people? Am I that addicted to MapleStory? Am I that careless?

I was sitting on the couch very late at night while my parents were asleep with a pack of cigarettes in my hand. I smoked several of them and fell asleep. I woke up when it was still early in the morning and everyone was asleep. I felt really drowsy and lazy. I walked to the bathroom and saw my 3 year old nephew. He said something about something being stinky and I agreed with him, knowing it was me. Later my parents found out I had been smoking and I felt really guilty. They didn't punish me much at all, except they rarely talked to me.

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Even when I woke up in real life I felt guilty even though I have never smoked in my life and don't plan to. It was really strange. ._.;

My sister, nephew, and I were at this small carnival-type thing on Maui. My sister and I watched as Makoa, my nephew played on the rides. I saw this guy, Evan, there. I guess you could say we're friends. We said hi before we had to leave. On the way home I looked out the window and saw Evan running, racing us home. He was running so fast, the rolling backpack he had had sparks flying from its wheels. I laughed as we beat him to the house. I was surprised to see that he was staying at a house across the street from ours. We went home just so that my sister could get something but I needed to get out of the car to dispose of a...small bag of crap. Why I had it, I don't know. I also wanted to wave to him. haha So after that was done, I woke up.